hidup saya lalala~~

 

ini hidup saya
saya sayang hidup saya
okay!
FULLSTOP

S O R R Y

wanna say sorry
to everyone
who's hoping for a very good result
the best result for this sem1 exam
from me

ahh.BODOHNYA.
i am not regret for that
but i feel very sad about that
exam kali ni sgt truk.
sangat sangat sangat truk
yes, blum ada result
but i do know mine already
HUH
sy sangat putus asa
EXHAUSTED
FRUSTRATED
sangat entah!
again
really sorry
really really really sorry
get into my shoes
n u'll know what i'm feeling right now
SORRY... ;(

org kata kalau dalam bm ni, mksud mendalam sket

SAYA MINTA MAAF

04112009

[EMPAT NOVEMBER DUA RIBU SEMBILAN] ;

i hate that number.

lol..benci!

why??

event 1 :

" i woke up LATE today.
but i got a lot to study.
'ESOK EXAM WEYH!'..."
HELL




event 2 :

" i read notes and tried to understand.
but i FAILED!
bp byk masuk dlm otak?
< 50 percent..HUH.."
double HELL




event 3 :

" i did what i was addicted to.ON9.
okay.FACEBOOK.
but..loading lembab gler!
bla dy nak fix balik pun aku tatau.
menyampah!HAIHH.."
triple HELL

event 4 :

" i fought.dgn sape?
with my encik gmuxx.
sangat sangat sangat BENCI!
i hate that.
that was the worst part for me today.."
super duper HELL



tapi..
kami suda OKAY!
bolelaa tenang sket. :)
that's the only problem yg solved.
syabas to pipa
HEAVEN..


__________________________________________

that's all reasons why i hate TODAY very much

cukup munasabah i guess.HUH

but today i learned..

" there's no problem that can't be solved.
just sit quietly and think how to solve.
there must be at least A way to solve it.
chaiyok chaiyok guys! "
..quotes dari pipa =p..

=] =) =D ;) :D [cukup x nk tunjuk happy?]

____________________________________________

kawan saya kata~~ =)

sy ade kawan
kawan skola dulu
nama dy HUDA SAFFRY =)
long time no see~~
aritu dy ade pesan something kat saya.heee
kawan saya kata..

"some promises are always unbroken,
some memories are always unwritten,
feel the magic of true relation
and you will know that
some words are always unspoken :)"

tu je post sy arini..
thanks KAWAN!
syg anda! heeeee ;D

requesteD <3

there's a request from the one i love
to write something
'bout me.'bout him.'bout US
so..OK!
i'll write

hmm
where should i start?
okay
i'll start it with this..

we had known since..wait..
wanna count
1..2..3..4
hmm..yea
8 months already
quite long huh
i never thought that i can stay till now
actually he can stay with me till now
yelaa kann..with my BAD attitude
who can?
erk~~~he can
yea2..he can ;)
ONLY him

ok then?

at first..
i was not be able to trust 4 what he's saying
or what he tried to tell me
duhh..
sape nk pcaya
with my masa silam yg teruk
no wonderlaa xnk pcaya
but sikit2 i'd tried my best
to accept
n now..i survive!
i don't know whether he can survive as well as i am
because u know
SAYA SANGAT TERUK DLM RELATIONSHIP
that's the fact
BETUL.i'm telling the truth
xtipu punya
with my EGO n whatsoever
no wonder org xtahan
but he said he's gonna make it
well..okay
i'll wait
if he really2 make it, then i luv him 1..2..3..INFINITY
but if not..hmm
i don't know what will happen to me
OMG!
truk kan saya?
err..HUH[sigh**]
now..saya suda jad1 too dependable on him
too much
mcamana mau buat?
NOTHING!..da xbole buat ape2
sbb sy suda jd mcm ini
ok..so
xpyh nk suh ubah2 lagi
i'll not change for anyone
SORRY ;p

ok lagi?
huh.pe lagi eh?
hmmm.we both sgt jarang utk jumpa
actually.it's too hard for us to make it
far away huh
tp xpe2.it's okay
that's not the halangan
xpnah jd isu pun
so okay..
stop it from being an issue ok!
the more the distance
the more the love for each other
u should trylaa..ahahaha =D

well
in this 8 months
i can see changes
changes in me.changes in him
for kebaikan okay!
i'm glad for that..sangat bersyukur
then i feel..
this relationship is okay <3 <3
berbaloi.ada future.n whateverlaa

ohh
there's one more thing
i love to paksa2 dy buat mcm2..PAKSA okay
but when he asked me to do so
i refused!
KEJAM i know
but i don't care
as long as he can stay
then i'll stay
coz i believe
whatever i ask him to do
if he don't love me..he'll not do
but he did it!jd sy syg dy.yeay!
so.i know..
ade org syg saya =)
that's the part that i like

n now
i am still here
4 what i'm doing..4 the one i care..4 the one i love
to share my happiness..to share my sadness..to forgive and forgiven
with the one i know
can be my bestfriend..can be my boyfriend..can be my soulmate
best ever
THANK GOD
for what i have now..for completing my life
really really appreciate..really really thanks!
ohh..tears!
now i hate this part..huh

p/s: this post is not mean 4 something bad, just a piece of heart notes :)
mainly posted for the one who requested, okay!

<3

<3>

nothing to say

just

a happy day

ok

=)

sangat suka =)

YOU BETTER DOING SOMETHING.NOTHING! :)

Semua tahu kamu cantik-Semua tahu kau menarik-Kau bidadari terhebat-Membuat cintaku makin kuat-Kadangkala ku cemburu buta-Saat ramai mata terpesona-Terlebih saat ku mahu pergi-Di saat itu kau ada di sini-Please please please-Kamu jangan nakal-Ku pergi sebentar-Bukan untuk curang-Please please please-Kamu jangan nakal-Nanti aku datang-Bawa yang kau pesan-Diriku untukmu-SEMUA TAHU KAU MILIKKU-SEMUA TAHU KUCINTAMU-Ada pun yang memandangku-Betapa beruntungnya aku-Kadangkala ku cemburu buta-Saat ramai mata terpesona-Terlebih saat ku mahu pergi-Di saat itu kau ada di sini-Bukan aku terlalu-Mengawal sikapmu-Ku hanya terlalu-TERLALU SAYANGI KAMU-Ampunkan aku terlebih-lebih-Jagakan kamu-KU CINTAMU-KAU CINTAKU-Diriku untukmu-DIRIKU UNTUKMU

love this song.best song ever. yeay!

p/s : syg kamu, my MR GMUXX =)

best ke x aku pun tatau

huh

lambat sket nk update pasal raya

busy kott

da lame xon9 yg btol2 on9

ok2

now da update..heee =)

raya taun ni cam best + xbest je

sehari b4 raya tuh, kitorg balik kg belah abah

tp bwk 2 kete

huhuh

walhal dkat je kg

g asing2

my dad g dulu

da ptg2 sket. turn my mom plak

huhu

mane xnya

rumah mcm tongkang pecah

xkmas lg

esok da nk raya pun

rumah cam tmpt pmbuangan smpah je lagi an

knalaaaa kemas dulu

then ptg baru balik kg

tuh da part yg xbest

then

1st raya

biase2la

setakat capture gambar sana sini tuh

oklaaa

pastuh g raya rmh fam2 laen

agak pnat

plus ngntuk siap

mkn kuih raya pun menguap2

wakakaka

then 2nd raya da balik rumah+kg belah my mom plakk [ da kate rumah sbelah2]

huhuh

x ramai sgt yg balik

biase jelaa

my dad pun xbalik lg

da mlm baru smpai rumah

da 3rd day of raya tuh

barulaa g braya sakan kat rmh fam2 blah my mom plakk

slama ni xpnah pg

taun ni pg

huhuhuh

as usual

mstilaa dpt duet raya!!!

yeay!

yg xbole bla

bdk kcik xdpt

ni yg da nk masuk 20 pun dpt g

ahaha

tulaa

pnting muka cam bdk form2 ni

hahahhaha[mengada]

tu part yg best

pastuh raya keempat

woooooo

pnat gler!

rumah kna serang ngan fam belah abah

lbey kurg 10 ketelaa jgakk

mak aii

boleh kata my mom goreng mee smp 4 roundla jgak

pnylaa ramai

xmenang tgn kott..

tp oklaa

biasala kan

RAYA

raya ke5??

turn my fam g braya

rumah kwn2 my dadlaa

xbyk rumah pun

jln je lbey

pastuh g lepak kat mall jap

mkn2 je

pastuh balik r

start raya ke6

da xbest da

sbb my dad kna g kursus

ketua pemeriksa kertas 4 UPSR

5 days kotttt

huh

lama gla

xbermkna btol raya cmtuh

duk rumah je

tade mood raya pun

then raya ke8

da balik kolej

OMG

bosannya

start blaja suma

tp yg best

da bole mkn siang2

huhuh

tp balik gak rumah every week

rayala katekann

[xraya pun cmtuh gak]

ni baru balik last sunday

khamis ni nk balik lg daa

huhuh

da sape suh tade class an

balik lg

yeay2

yg tuh part bganda2 pny best

huuuuuuuuuuuu =D

ok

that's all my updates pasal raya

kalao ade g + rajin

baru update

tata=)

hAPpY~~~ (=

--weekend--

--050909--

xbalik rumah!! huhuh..mengade.week after that pun xblik jgak..balik RAYA nnt..wooohooooo!!heheh buat pe? mmg bosan stay kolej[mcmla xde keje.walhal study xhabis=p]

kuar ngan cik fira zafirah tersyg =) kami shj okayy..=p

g mana? haa..ni nak story ni [amboi, cam gosip je.pe kes??]

haha =D dalam kul 1030am tuh, kami memulakan langkah kami yg ketika itu ltih berpuasa~~~

[org laen pun puasa gak oii] ktrg g stsn u then trus g kl sentral pastuh tuka monorail then we

straight to TS . haha.tu je nk gtau[amik kau ayt xde stop] mmg pnat gler kott jalan puasa2.

tp dek kerana keseronokan, hilang japla pnat tuh =p pastuh dlm kul 2 tuh, kami menukar plan plak.g mana?mid lorhh.adoyy! mmg pnat.btpe g sana?

huhuh..mahu celebrate cik nad yg baru nk masuk 18 ngan sapik yg da tua bgka

[padahal aku lg tua 3bln kott].kami stop kat kl sentral.destinasi kami(CHOC BOUTIQUElaa)

g beli present tuk kanak2 tua dua org tuh+present tuk ktrg sdr.haha

pastuh kul 4pm ktrg da masuk mcd daa..(awal btol~~) takut pnuhla konon.pnat dah nk jalan sbnrnya.kami pun terbungkang terlentang kat mcd tuh.yela, nk mkn mnum xleh, puasa.duk mcd plak.tgk non-muslim melantak aiskrim!!huh.DUGAAN btul.pastuh ktrg tggulaa cik nad ngan sapik dtg dgn muka yg lemah longlai[HIPERBOLA jap] tp ktrg xsangka sapik pg bawak kwn dy 3 org[sorg je yg aku tau, same pasum dulu, lagi dua xknal].pastuh nad bwk kawan sorg, yap namanya.haha.makin ramailaa serta meriahla agenda kami =p then, aku dan fira pg mengada bli kek plak utk knk2 dua org tuh memandangkan agak ramai nnt.yg jg kat kdai kek tuh ntah mamat bangla mane ntah.memeningkan serta menambahkan rase pnat kami bdua.aduhh..dgn tulisan kat kek tuh yg buruk~~tp xpelaa..KEIKHLASAN yg pnting.cewahhh.=p poyo gler ayt!pas bli kek tuh plak, aku ternmpak mon@ikan salmon nama gelarannya[ketua klas kat pasum dulu]bersama 'isteri' tercinta, niesa[schoolmate plak]haha(kebetulan yg luar biasa)..

fira kwn baek ngan niesa, maka kami pun mengajakla pasgn tuh join bkak posa+celebrate bday skali.see?makin ramai laaaa..haha.bp org?jap2 nk kira.1, 2, 3,...haaa.10 org.agak ramaila utk event yg dplan sejam.kann..ktrg pun beramai2 bkak posa bersama mcd+kek yg ktrg beli tuh.pastuh aku g melantak fries fira lagi+sdr pny lagi[habislaa gmukk!!].then, ktrg bg nad ngan sapik present yg ktrg bli tuh+love2 yg ktrg bli kat TS.hahasian sapik kna lyn kebudak2an aku dan fira+girlish.hahaha..tp mmg comel.hahah.katun =p pas mkn+bergmbr serat memekak2 kat mcd tuh, ktrg g smyg.konon nk smyg kat surau bwh, amik kau.pnyla ramai org.bduyun2..kuar surau.berebut2.pastuh nk g surau atas xpyh ckplaa..lagi ramai.rase cam nk jamak je smyg waktu tuh.haha.sesuka ati aku je.wakaka.then, niesa bwk ktrg g smyg kat surau foodcourt ats.ramai gak, tp ade gakla space ktrg nk smyg.sket lg nk masuk isya'.ALHAMDULILLAH, sempat(smyg jgn tggal, INGAT!).huhuh.pastuh ktrg konon2 nk balik.tetibe aku terjmpa plak bdk2 skola makan ramai2.pe lg, stucklaa jap.g borak2.tp xlame.keadaan x mengizinkan an.pastuh da kul 915 cmtuh, barulaa ktrg blik kolej..letih yg xterhingga.balik tuh trus smyg pastuh trus terbungkang(sambil msg dgn yg tersyg.tetibe.haha).but, at the end of the day, i was happy.really happy.thanks to all yg buat aku rasa mcm tuh =)

yeayeay!!!

huhuh..

lame da x post something..

heheh

busylaa...konon

ngeee..

yup, busy ngan mid sem..

MIDSEM???

ohhhh..nooo...

mid sem sush lorrhh..

lg2 computing maths..

uhh..seriously..

sgt SUSAH!!!

nk nangesssss

huuu ;(

nsb binary xFAIL=PASS!

huhuhu..

tp yg laen xconfident lgsg..

hehe..

yeay.

puasa pun da half of month..

yeay!!

nk raya!!!!

xsabar kott

nk raya bersama tersyg

huhhuhuh

bestnya!!yeay!

bln puasa ni

cam bisalaa

i xsahur

bkn xsahur

means xmakn

mnum je kott

ltak air sblh bantal je =p

bgn mnum trus tdo blik

haha

kalau kat rumh je mkn

of courselaa

mknn f=da siap

nasi da bersenduk

tggal nk suap k mulut je

ahah..

mengada =p

i like this bln puasa

ari2 bkak puasa dgn kwn2 trsyg!

fira.nad.jo jmbul.syaza.atyn!

huhuh

yeay!

seronok =)

thanks kwn!

syg kamu sume

mmuuaahhhxx =D